1stly I would like to apologize to my fans for not updating on a daily basis. Its really hard to think of something to write about. I don't want this blog to be plainly just a bitching forum where every entry is some form of complain. It would really mean something is wrong if I have something to complain every single day regardless of how big a deal it is. I want to touch on topics that is worth the time to blog about. Of course I try to up the entertainment value of every post. Take it as my own form of QC (quality control). So lets get started then! I know freeuns is dying for an update....hahaha

Okay my recess week is officially ending in 2hrs time. That means its the final half of the sem to go before the obscene 4 letter word E.X.A.M is being shoved into every student's face and for good measure, there will be another obscene 4 letter word spelled Q.U.I.Z that will plague the the days in between. Then there's projects, presentations and reports to hand up so thats about all. Haha I know what you working people will be thinking. Trust me I agree with you, when you're studying, you can't wait to work and when you're working, you miss your studying days. Just let me rant about this from my student point of view okay?

I've been thinking alot about certain things over the past 2 days. Have you guys ever came across a situation whereby you know of a person in denial and totally doesn't see the "truth" when everyone else around him/her totally agrees with the "truth"? I have and i've seen in on a few occasions that even by telling the person your opinion, he/she can just totally brush you off without even considering it. The reason why "truth" is in quotes is because it might not be the truth in the context of the word but rather the majority opinion...how far from the truth can it be? So anyway my question is what would you people do? For me i'll just put my hands up and give up. People now are educated and the weight of the opinions of others is about the same as a feather, seeing is believing and experiencing it is the only way for the ultimate truth. So too bad dude...I sorta knew it was coming for you just how it almost got me but I had to make sacrifices.

Another thing i've been thinking (yes I seem to be a deep thinker) is do you have one experience or experiences that you cannot forget. No! Not those bungee jumping sort or winning the lottery kind of experiences but the kind that hurts, the kind that stops you from moving on. Sometimes just remembering such instances can just transport you back in time where you replay the whole thing in your mind again and again until you don't feel the resolve to move on but instead just start wondering why things ended up like that. I think the mind is weaker than the heart. It would be cool if there was a brain washing device that can erase specific moments in our memories that way I think life would be much happier...

Lastly, you guys should check out the band Breaking Benjamin. Their album "Phobia" is littered with a few gem of a song. One of the gems are in my Media Link. Will upload "Breath" if I can find the MTV....damn its such a gr8 song with so much angst that I just wanna be a lead singer of a band....hahaha live to dream or dream to live? Its your call!