I have been very tired ever since work started...I don't think its just my attachment but together with everything else. It only week 2 and i'm counting down the remaining 20 weeks and to top it off I have been very "fortunate" to work on Saturdays as well...fyi I don't get paid OT, I only get time off. Sleep hasn't come very easily for me the past few nights...tossing and turning until about 2-3am before dosing off only to wake up like 1 or 2 hrs later. I think its draining my energy even faster at work if this carries on...its like not charging the batteries properly. Thats why gotta make use of the weekends to the fullest, catching up with friends or even catching up on sleep. Just pray no more back to back Saturdays. Looking forward to after work this Sat...short weekend but will grab it by the balls. Thanks to Lionel for the wonderful belated bday dinner on Tues! Breaks the normality of the otherwise monotonous week at work. Enjoyed myself!!

I have always pondered on the saying "The truth hurts!"...I have my own take on that. More often the truth is always a realisation to some people and that shakes the very foundation on which they have confined themselves within their own bubble of comfort. I think the truth is liberating, because it opens ones eyes to a whole new dimension, instead of looking at things from your own comfortable point of view. I would not say it is a bad thing to have ones own view but to be able to see it through the eyes of others may make one a more understanding person. Sometimes the truth is revealed in strange ways but very often its through what other people tells you. You can make a personal choice there and then to decide if it is the truth. Even a lie if believed can develope into a more analytical view of the situation.

I've heard alot of things recently...some of which I feel I can relate too and others just makes it harder to swollow. Nonetheless I have heard enough and I thank those sources. How I wish I could have heard it straight but I guess I had to hear it from someone else...well like I said the truth can come from anyone...a liberating feeling. Gotta get used to changes but armed with the truth, suddenly everything seems contrasting...no more shades of grey...no more regrets...

ps..I get the hint, will act accordingly to avoid problems...