Damn it! Woke up late today and missed all my classes. Actually I had a choice but the 8.30am class is just so "appealling" that I can't get out of bed. Sometimes I don't know if i'm serious about school at all. Warning to Probation to possible termination? It does sting alittle at the beginning and you start to feel shitty and everything, psyching yourself up for the semester thats ahead, telling yourself you got to do it but I guess the resolve just dissolves after time. Time is like acid, burning and disintegrating everything.

And so it seems it is not NTU's policy to reveal examination papers to the students. Emailed my professor regarding my request of review my paper with my own eyes since I feel hard done by the review committee. I think I was rather pathetic in my request, stating that I would not be able to move on until I see it with my own eyes...haha yeah I know very drama! Eventually my professor replied with encouraging words but like I said these kind of things is just a temporary relief. However he did cc his reply to the subject co-ordinator as well. I think he might have been very zhou bo in his office because he personally took out my paper and reviewed it and he too sent me an email of my marks distribution. Well I guess there is alot of red tape governing NTU's aim of being transparent. I guess I have to make do with that and move on. Kind of disappointed with myself now as well...the blame is shifting all around and eventually it will come back and slam you in the buttocks.

Caught the Golden Globes on TV last night as I did not have the time to watch it live in the morning. Sacha Baron Cohen won Best Actor in a Comedy. For you dim wits who don't know who this person is, please close this book and refer to 1st of the 3 wise men on my cover. Yes! He plays the persona of Ali G, Borat & Bruno in his hit TV series the Ali G show. After making a movie on 2 of his persona (Ali G and Borat) will he complete a hat trick by doing a film on Bruno? I know I will be looking forward to it. If you missed the globes, you have effectively missed the funniest thank you speech of the night.

P.S Welcome back SCB to the online world!